Why does everyone always feel like they always have to BE somewhere all the time? Like they have to know exactly who and where they are and what they're doing and where they're going and how they're getting there and what they're going to do once they get there. Maybe they all have bigger plans than I. I feel like ranting at the moment because it's been a long day and no one ever reads this page besides me anyway and I don't even care anymore. I don't know who I am or where I'm going or how I'm going to get there or even if I'm going to be in the same place that I am now tomorrow. I wish I could just up and leave and get out of everywhere and just go, but there's no way to get there and people would have conniptions if I just left, so I'm stuck here at least for the next three years. I don't even know what I'm going to be doing over christmas, why do people expect me to make decisions that don't have any effect on me until next august or things that I don't even want to think about right now? This doeesn't make any sense, but hey, you were the one who clicked on this link, so don't blame the writer. Or do blame the writer, what the hell do I care? I probably don't know you, and if I do know you, you know me enough to know how I feel about everything, and if you don't know that, then there's nothing I can do about that at the moment. Rant rant rant. My tests are freaking me out, but I'm not studying for some reason, haven't studied more than an hour the whole week because I'm struck with an amazing case of apathy about school and just life in general. Well, not life in general, because I'm letting some things get to me that I probably should just let go, but it's not going to happen at the moment. Maybe I'll go do some work now. yeah.


 

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"Just because you're floating doesn't mean you haven't drowned"
~John Linnell

Link of the Month!
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Waiting for Bob a somewhat amusing online comic strip that I read too often


The Basement Archives


October 19th or so (Bands I like and why I like 'em)
December 3 (Thanksgiving and other ramblings)
December 12, 1997 (Edgar Allen Poe poem spoof)
January 4, 1998 (New Years in NYC!)
January 22, 1998 (A Prayer in the Pentagon poem)
February 16, 1998 (Walrus and the Carpenter poem)
March 10, 1998 (Standards of Learning test gripes :-) )
April, 1998 (1st TMBG concert review)
May, 1998 (Mono Puff adventure)
August, 1998 (2nd TMBG concert review) October, 1998 (Homecoming)
December, 1998 (WHFS Nutcracker Review)
January, 1999 (3rd TMBG concert review)
March, 1999 (Moxy Früvous concert review)
May, 1999 (4th TMBG concert review )
July, 1999 (5th TMBG concert review)
September, 1999 (school stuff)


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