you've created the unreplyable diary entry. it's like the kiss of death on the wall. there is no appropriate response...
i'm sad to hear that you're self-hurting but i'm ecstatic that you're open about it. better to know than not, i think
i'm sorry to hear that your trip won't work out. car's suck. but what can you do? you've got negative money and time off. if you haven't already thought about it, you could go look for a less ass job. or not. what can you do?
personally i'm going to dedicate the part of my brain that's normally busy with self-loathing to generating positive karma for you. hopeisnowhere