anger management

Life can be frustrating, stressful, and all kinds of yuckky bad things, but recently i realized that it doesn't have to be that way, life can be all kinds of good as well.� You will never find the good side while using i.v. drugs, or any drugs for that matter.� I don't know if you actually are using them, if not, don't start.� I used heroin for years, and looking back they truly were the shittiest years of my life.� Not only did I lose some close friends either from my drug habit, or because they over-dosed, and died, but�i have nothing to show for�all that pleasant numbness except for some faded�trak marks, and some stories that not only do I not want to remember, but I doubt anyone would want to hear.� Don't do that to yourself, it's really really not worth it.� Send me a Fru-message if you want to chat eh?
-Anni

hey,

actually i am a drug adict, but i'm more or less in recovery. what i mean by that is that i don't drink or use, but i don't go to meetings. do you go to meetings?

i get really tempted to use drugs a lot, cuz i have PTSD and multiple personality disorder. i get really overwhelmed a lot, and i just want to numb out, but as you must know, in the long run, the numbing doesn't work and things get really really shitty.

i've only been sober about a month now. i drank a month ago. i hav not used illigal drugs since july 2002.

i get down on myself a lot, because i was sober and clean from age 16 to 22, and then i fucked it up and i've been in and out since. i just turned 25 the other day, so it's been a hard 3 years.

where are you from? i live in the boston area of Mass.

it's nice to meet another clean person. keep up the good work and thanks for the support.

Jymi

I used to go to NA, I don't go anymore, though I probably should.� I get tempted a lot still.� i know the want to numb out.� Gawwwd do I know that feeling, but as with you, the numbing doesn't last and it just takes more to make it go away again.
I quit using heroin, on a daily basis ( I have had a couple relapses) Dec. 1999.
I'm from Washington, in 3 weeks I'll be a... Nevadian?� Nevada..ite?� something.�
: )
Please feel free to frumessage me, if you need to, want to, or can't find anything better to do.�

-Anni

No, you'll simply be a Vegasite!� Viva Las Vegas!

*does the Vegasite in 2 1/2 weeks dance*