*pout-whine-cry-wilt-tempertantrum*
god, I wish I could just fucking cut it out. I wish I could just tell myself its just some music and non showering and bugs. I wish I could stop being nourotic and enjoy some small part of life. I wish I could just snap the fuck out of my funk and be happy with my mundane mediocre exsistance.... wait wasn't this suposed to be about something else? ....